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To be a human being
To smile...to feel
No, a person cannot smile
And can not feel
It cannot think or breath
It can not have a brain
Or a heart...
It's dangerous it isn't safe
And I'm so sad...
I have a heart..i have a mind..
But i am deep in sadness..
Deep in lies and sorrow..
Bleeding hurt and questions
That no one wants to answer
I feel alone in darkness
I feel not safe not happy
My thoughts drive me crazy
They run through my mind
They run and make me crazy
I can not sleep....
I stay awake all night
And think about my life
About all that i can not do
Just cause i am a human...
What i can't change
I can not have cause it's not nice
I fill like ice staying in sun
Waiting to melt..waiting to dye..
I dreamed about you...
I'd hoped you'd save me..
Save me from myself
From my own darkness...
My own mind...
But you never came...
I'm sick of waiting for the light..
For the happiness, for the smile
I just give up...
It's hard to write..
It's hard to think and feel
Looking for me...
I lose myself in everything I say
I lose myself in everything you look at
I lose myself in every moment I breathe
I can't find myself in nothing that surrounds me
I look for me in shadows of the past
But they won't tell me where I've lost me..
Cause all is ice around me
No one would ever help
The world we're in is silent
There cruelty won't let them smile
A smile that isn't cold and fake
The image of a dear one
Stays printed in my mind
A loving face like his
In this forgotten world
Is no longer to find
In vain I look for eyes with love filled
A warm look to see, a pure soul to love.
The love that a person used to hold within it
Is lost in envy, meanness, and turned in a lie
This means nothing to you u don't care of living
Humanity goes towards decline
We all are lost in unimportant things
We do not live, we hurry up to gather things
That in the end we lose we dye
And all we had we'll never
Little Miss It“Do you enjoy her company?”
That, Avadaci concluded, had been the extent of his grandfather’s kindness. Thank the stars he had broken his neck after a failed attempt to ascend the castle staircase. Not that many were privy to this information. The official listing on the cause of death involved something along the lines of falling in battle after slaying at least a dozen demons, although this was treated with quite a bit of skepticism by the general populace. Yet, interestingly enough, a decent portion of the locals believed a tale about the cannibals of Unkhtom devouring him whole.
Not that Avadaci really cared how his grandfather had died. He was just glad he was dead. And if he was glad his grandfather had died, Avadaci wondered, why did he have to attend his funeral? In fact, the whole kingdom was glad his grandfather had died. Why did they have to attend the funeral?
“Oh Avad,” proclaimed his mother, “obv
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